Envelope Notes and when god looked downEnvelope Notes by ~tonight-now-here
and said it's my time
i looked back with dumb eyes
and said
Fuck you
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i sat swollen lips and tongues
waiting for you in freezing rain
to return my calls from burnt out pay-phones
in far off places only your ex's know
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the midday sun
soured the milk
of human kindness
all you did was laugh at me
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the sleepy sun is coming down
to rain on me
without any change
for the train
smoking the last
Coming Home SoonComing Home by ~tonight-now-here
I'll be home
standing next to you
enjoying the warmth
of each others company
for a brief seconds breath
entirely submerged
in the cool blues
and hoping to be hanging off
you bottom lip
saliva tied
fingers knotted
and toes pressed
at the bottom of our soles.
Crushes CrushesCrushes by ~tonight-now-here
verbal foreplay
my soft whispers
nibbling on your ears
and your audible refusal
punching me in the face
until my speech is bloody
black and blue
Mouths Apart I never liked how you tastedMouths Apart by ~tonight-now-here
From lips to lips
The sour aftertaste bit
Into my dry gums
The words you say
Are drowned out
By the lies that come out
Of the fillings in your yellowed teeth
When your oral essence left
All my bad habits came back
To haunt my gums and lips
Lonely 
